26.10.07

i know i have to keep my strength up. i am what people percieve me as- strong, independent, able to look after myself in any situation. i always seem fine. i know that, and i'm glad.
but the load is getting too much to bear. heavy, emotionally, exhausting, physically and mentally.
assignments have started to flow in, and i find myself staring at them, thinking about how i'm going to balance them with work and studies. i know i can. but i need to make sure i put in most of what i can for them. anyhow, i'm glad of the leadership role i'm given. it forces me to get motivated and moving. it recognises me. the most minimal comfort that can be found in this academic situation. things are just gonna get more taxing.
but somehow we just aren't prepared. i can tell. but when life swiftly grabs you up for a shock attack, you are tuned to react.
lets go, hypocrites or whatever. if we gotta deal, we deal it well. walk along beside your conscience, get your hands messy. enjoy.

21:41

me

serf
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"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

list of death-occurring work

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links&credits

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wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance